5 weeks and 6 days. For the last week or so I've been researching a lot on breast feeding. I've always said that I will breast feed my children, and I still want to. But it's really intimidating reading the blogs of the mothers who seem like experts. I can't wait to do it and feel how magical it is, but I'm scared I won't be able to. I find myself getting scared about just about everything lately.
I have to remember to stay positive and pray for the best. God has blessed us this far, and He will continue to do so, I just have to have faith.
Currently I'm still lucky enough to be without morning sickness. I do feel nausea often but it's nothing I can't seem to get under control which is really great because I hate being sick. My boobs are literally killing me. They are so sore ALL the time. It feels like they are full of lead and are just waiting to explode. I can't even imagine what it's going to be like once I start producing milk.. dear lord.
Right now my concerns are still miscarriage, and also being prepared for parenthood. I'm trying to keep a list of things we will need to buy. And not a list of things like a crib or changing table, a list that includes things like oral medicine syringes, breast pumps, thermometers, things you wouldn't normally think about needing but that are absolute necessities. Can you see now why I'm a stress freak? Hahah
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